2019-03-22 NSDRM - Dream Explorations: Belinda, Eldar, EricG, David
Four NS members explore our dreams with Pierre midwifing.
Belinda's Dream 1
I was communicating telepathically/remotely over a long distance with someone who felt alone, different, unlike others. By me communicating with him in this way, he saw there were others like him.
Belinda's Dream 2 ('the long one')
The setting was my old neighborhood where I grew up. I was walking to the corner and a guy I knew lived there in a house there. I could hear him talking to someone on the phone. His voice carried over a long distance. So I wanted to hear what he was saying. So I got closer to his house. As I got closer, I could hear him saying he's dating this woman in her forties. He was seeing where it would go. As I got even closer to his house, his voice went in and out. I couldn't make out what he was saying. I then noticed this guy motioning to me to put headphones on. And this other guy rolled his eyes at me. Then I remembered Brianna. And I couldn't remember if she went on this walk with me or not. So I walked back to my home and thought to myself, “This is a dream,” and I looked down at my feet hitting the ground. And my legs felt heavy and tired from walking. I get home. Bri' is there. (And I wake up.)
Eldar's Dream 03.21.2019
I open up a message from my dad and it says something like: “Well here it is, this is the first time that we’ve confirmed it. After the transferring of some petty amount of money, the ATO has...” (Australian Taxation Office) and then I look away from the message and I don’t finish reading it because I'm scared to find out what it says. And straight away I imagine the worst; that I’m gonna be fined and go to jail or something really bad like that. It's like he's delivering that death-sentence.
EricG's Dream 12-2-2018
My best friend John, his girlfriend Mary and my ex Sarah are at my house in my living room with my parents. They're talking with each other. I'm in the kitchen, but I pretend not to notice them and that they can’t see me. I go back to my room and close my door. I’m by myself. When I walk out of my room out of curiosity to check on them, they’re not there. They went to my brother's room. Later on, all the guys, other friends not at my house initially plus the original three, go to Sarah’s place. I only know about this through videos they recorded. I feel too uncomfortable, paralyzed, to be around Sarah or be in the same room with all three of them.
My mom told me the day previously that I have to go to work at 3pm. So, I wake up the next day and since the guys are having fun on their own and with Sarah, I decide to take a solo trip to Laughlin, Nevada. I leave at 12 and manage to make the entire trip in one or two hours which is normally a 4—5 hour drive. I feel very good while I’m there and then I remember I told my mom I would go to work at 3. Everyone in Laughlin looks positive and energetic, and I just remember I have to go back. I think about calling James, my brother, and telling him, “I’m away, right now. Is there some way you could go to work without me?” I’m afraid that if I go back I will have to explain why I used up all the gas because we had refilled the car and I took this huge trip and I don’t want them knowing I took this trip on my own.
I think I’m with John and another friend Jimmy. We go to this restaurant. As we walk in, the server says, “How many?” I mean to say three, but I only raise up two fingers. Then he brings us to the closest table by the door and the server sits down with us. Then the server says, “Oh, also a third person?” Then he leaves to go prepare another seating. I want to ask my friends about what happened at Sarah’s place. (At this point I wake up from sleep, but return back to sleep.)
I’m back in the previous scene with John and Jimmy. I feel somewhat lucid and decide to zoom out of the dream. As I zoom out, I feel like I’m pulling out of the dream. I see the buildings and the city from a top-down perspective. Then I see the stars and the universe itself. Once I zoom out of everything I start seeing geometric shapes. I keep zooming out and then I see this large brain. I think it’s my brain and the brain has eyes and sees me. I try to keep zooming out past that and I feel kind of creeped out by seeing this huge brain relative to the empty vastness of space surrounding it. I keep trying to zoom past it and when I do, it feels like I hit the limit of existence. As I continue to try to zoom out I become very light, euphoric and feel like I’m being dissolved in/with light. I’m brought back to my body and I feel a large wave of shock and fear.
David's Dream 3-21-2019
I am at the high school and I am walking around. It is like a big mall (it’s quite an adventure). At a certain point, while wandering around the mall, I run into this couple. They are very friendly and very much into each other. They are a husband and wife teacher team who are well known on campus.
They have a small, well appointed apartment with a view on one end of the mail. The woman is very intimate and close with me; the husband is not a factor in this. While the husband is there the woman starts kissing me on my neck and then down to my belly very erotically and I am really feeling it and enjoying it.
I leave and do something (maybe wander around the mall) and then come back. I visit with the couple for a moment and then it is time to leave. As I am walking down the path, the woman chases up to me from behind. She puts her arm around my neck and draws me in very closely and sort of admonishes me saying, “I know you are going to take a walk with that person. You really should not be walking with that person.”
[I WAKE UP AND THINK ABOUT THIS FOR A MINUTE (...) AND THEN GO BACK TO SLEEP AND HAVE A SIMILAR DREAM.]
I am still at the high school, but I have picked up a substitute job across town. I have an electric bike and a yellow electric utility cart like they use at schools. It’s 12:00 pm. and I have to be there at 1:30 p.m., so I have plenty of time.
I notice that the battery is low in the cart and that I probably won’t make it all the way to the job. I also see that there are some kids riding around on their bikes and I talk with them for a few minutes. I leave my bike, the cart, and my phone on the cart downstairs and go up to get the extra battery and charger.
I am walking down the long hall and I try to get my key to go in the door where the charger and the battery are. It is a janitor’s closet and there is also a bathroom in there off to the side. A teacher friend comes along and says that I am trying to open the wrong door and she shows me the door where the key fits. When I open the door I see that it is a room that I never, in my 28 years there, ever knew existed. It is a really nice facility set up for teachers to relax and it is well supplied for all the needs of class prep. I only knew of the little cloak room and janitor’s closet, which is where I thought I would find the battery. I cannot find the battery or the charger.
I go back downstairs and out to the front of the school. But I can’t see my bike, the cart, or my phone. The kids are gone too. I realize the kids probably stole it all and I start running around. I realize that there is no way in god’s green earth that I am going to find any of them. I am really dismayed and lost and alone. I feel really bad. I have a brief thought that I might be able to replace them all, but I don’t know how I will notify the other site that I won’t be able to make it to the school since the phone is gone.
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